there is no recourse...

[malkieh]

I have to beg forgiveness and hope they give me another chance at nursing school...

this really s*cks.... I worked so hard, and now am on a forced "vacation"

If I fight then I give up becoming a nurse, and honestly it's all I want to do... so I have to beg

[Rivka P]

You are on a forced vacation. It's so hard to see it, but try to look closely and see that everything is from Hashem and is good and like your husband said, about killing yourself over this: Hashem is giving you the vacation you needed. Obviously not in a way you may have chosen, but perhaps, you would not have chosen a vacation and Hashem knew you really needed it.
You don't need to give up your dream of becoming a nurse- it will happen in the right time.

[achot]

Malkie
We all have to do stuff like this. I have a boss I never argue with, and there isnt a day that she doesnt correct me on some level, in the most nastiest way (she says it as if you are an imbecile). Why do I take it? Because on my second day of the job I hear her talking to her husband, a Professor who is head of his department in a prestigious hospital, and yelling at him for taking a banana from the basket on the kitchen table because in her opinion they were too green and not ripe enough for eating. Her husband remained quiet for 15 minutes while she ranted and raved on this. So I understand her now, this is just her style. I could choose to leave, but she gave me an opportunity and salary that I couldnt find elsewhere. so I sit and quietly listen and wait for her to finish and try to incorporate her demands into my work.

Forced vacations arent bad, take advantage, Gam Zu LeTova (I know, easy for me to say), perhaps you can get away for a couple of days with your husband?
Or clean out the attic? Whatever, take your lemons and make lemonade, I know it isnt what you were planning- another example of Mench Trucht G-t Lucht....
Hashem will help you!