Post by malkieh on Jan 7, 2011 15:53:38 GMT -5
so I started remediation this week....
I did not study as much as I wanted to, and then I had the test for remediation and I felt so stupid missing very simple things...
All and all I passed the quiz (that does not count), but I cannot seem to refocus on studying and getting back into the swing of things... Any suggestions??
I guess I was so sad with this entire thing, I gained some weight and feel really not healthy right now.. My very sweet husband, in an attempt to distract me kept taking me places and trying to cheer me up. But now that I am back in it, it's like my drive is gone.. I am so disheartened by this program and their lack of support for their students..
I heard that this same teacher, that was evil towards me and a very angry negative person, caused 4 students to just leave the program and not look back. The school does not care, because to them it's a blip and less nurses.
We have to also take this anti-anxiety course for our remediation. So they got to me, and she said "so what part of class was not fun for you, what made your anxiety so bad that you failed." I sighed and said are you sure you want to hear? she said yes... So i told her the entire thing about how this teacher constantly said she could fail us, made us feel lower than low.. told me to become a crossing guard, and basically made us feel like nothings... How I cried after clinicals, because I worked really hard and was exhausted after patient care.. Because we still have to do the CNA work, and our passing meds, research etc..
The anxiety teacher was upset that the school did not do anything, I said oh they did speak to her, and she would be nice for 1/2 the day and then lecture us at the end that she is the teacher and she decides who passes and who fails not the head teacher...
After the class the anxiety teacher promised me she would talk to the faculty about controling these new teachers, and how this is unacceptable...
Honestly I do not believe her. HOw do I get over it?? How do I get my drive back?
I did not study as much as I wanted to, and then I had the test for remediation and I felt so stupid missing very simple things...
All and all I passed the quiz (that does not count), but I cannot seem to refocus on studying and getting back into the swing of things... Any suggestions??
I guess I was so sad with this entire thing, I gained some weight and feel really not healthy right now.. My very sweet husband, in an attempt to distract me kept taking me places and trying to cheer me up. But now that I am back in it, it's like my drive is gone.. I am so disheartened by this program and their lack of support for their students..
I heard that this same teacher, that was evil towards me and a very angry negative person, caused 4 students to just leave the program and not look back. The school does not care, because to them it's a blip and less nurses.
We have to also take this anti-anxiety course for our remediation. So they got to me, and she said "so what part of class was not fun for you, what made your anxiety so bad that you failed." I sighed and said are you sure you want to hear? she said yes... So i told her the entire thing about how this teacher constantly said she could fail us, made us feel lower than low.. told me to become a crossing guard, and basically made us feel like nothings... How I cried after clinicals, because I worked really hard and was exhausted after patient care.. Because we still have to do the CNA work, and our passing meds, research etc..
The anxiety teacher was upset that the school did not do anything, I said oh they did speak to her, and she would be nice for 1/2 the day and then lecture us at the end that she is the teacher and she decides who passes and who fails not the head teacher...
After the class the anxiety teacher promised me she would talk to the faculty about controling these new teachers, and how this is unacceptable...
Honestly I do not believe her. HOw do I get over it?? How do I get my drive back?